i've been holding back whether to post this entry or not.
yes, i always use blogger to vent out my unhappiness and frustration so that the parties involved know what i'm thinking. and maybe in one way or another, solve the problem amicably. but this time, i'm not venting out my anger but rather tell our clique what i've been thinking.

you ask me, "WHY U ALWAYS WANT TO CRITICISE XIAOBAI? WHY HATE HIM?"

i always keep slient, or patronize you with senseless answer. now, i'm going to tell you why.
ever since you met this person, your character has been changing gradually.
i'm in fact, so happy that you met someone that treats u like a queen.
and i always ask you to be with him if he happenes to pop the question to you. but somehow, you are so pampered and so spolit by him that u carry your kind of temper with us. last evening, i was shocked by your behaviour. when both lays and i were already carrying our own bag, you insisted on either of us to help you carry your own bag. and of course we refuse cos it would be weird if anyone would be carrying 2 bags. so instead, we offered to help u carry your laptop. i swear u gave me that fuck-face and threaten to go home. lays gave in and i was so bloody pissed. b'cos u are FUCKING SPOLIT! and we already said the choice of place was a mis-communication. but you just refuses to let go, you insist on throwing a tantrum. ask youself, was you this kind of person when we first met you?

another issue, let me point out how u compare xiaobai with me.
on the bus, "even xiaobai also know how to let me sit inside, you better come out hor!" and even threatened to sit infront instead of sitting beside me.

when we are out, " aiya, blah blah blah, i would have go out with xiaobai instead."

purchases, " hah, ask u help me buy contact lens also don want! nevermind lor, xiaobai buy for me le".

and so on and so forth.
i never once compare with u van or lovell. b'cos i think that you guys holds a special place that no one can be comparable. yes, i once thought of leaving you and join the rest. but i didn. just b'cos we both know how bad it is to be ostracise. the clique is form under the work of others' art of boycott. that's why i never compare, and fyi, do you know that van and lovell never command me to do anything before, they would FORCE me to do anything that i don want to. but think about it. do a serious reflection.

i've been thinking and thinking. partly it's also my fault for telling you something i shouldn have told you. and i regret it.
and since the start of our friendship, all of us from the clique know what a person you are. but we never once reprimand you. b'cos u are unreasonable in an adorable way, a way which is still acceptable. but now, i'm the first to voice this out, and maybe i'm being over-sensitive.
and i realised, it seems to be quite some time since we(4) last went out together. and to be honest, i told myself, it's because val got nanny already lor! see, her blog with her poly friends also very close. but come to think of it, as a friend, she might be keeping things to herself even if she is having a tiff with nanny but keep it from us b'cos she knows that we don like to hear about nanny. it takes 2 hands to clap.
so i bear the fault of the crack in my friendship with YOU. you can be as wilful as you are now. i seriously wouldn care. what you wna do, you do. because you choose to be queen, not a friend.
a friend don mind sitting outside, the friend would ask if she really wants to sit inside. a friend would call and ask how are you when your blog wrote something emo-ish, a friend would not compare you with others when she obviously knows you hate comparison. a friend shares the same status as you who will know see herself as a queen.

and i'm sorry to say, i'm not honoured enough to be one of your slaves or genie(grant you alot of wishes).

lastly, 4 musketeers no more.



i hope this aint true. but......): going to.

i don feel like going to school now!
i sincerely apologise to people who i criticised/still criticising.
karma says my quota is up and now my retribution is here. my fringe looks like shiat and my eyes are red and swollen. i'm the ugliest creature on the earth. i wonder if anyone would call the museum and pack me away cos i really look weird.
and now, I OFFICIALLY HATE MIRROR, period.

!#$%^&*()
no photos! D:








BUT SOON AFTER HUAHUA TRANSFER ME THE PHOTOS! :D

toodles, my mood~ swings

sister: RAINING!~
me: I KNOW BUT I REFUSE TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS! ( screams )
sister: shutup~


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TRUE FRIEND ON THE RIGHT, BEST FRIEND ON THE LEFT!

p/s: what's the difference?

i just browse randomly through the archives of my previous blog.
and i find myself so disgusting. the words i use is totally himbotic.

allow me to quote an example, " i'm going for a haircut tmr. and yes, again. *roll eyes* don't ask.some people have big boobs but they don have brains. and when u shake their head, you hear sound. you know why? shake a peanut and you will probably get it."

i swear there's more of such stuffs. i couldn believe i'm so annoying. i seriously shouldn let the history repeat itself. NO MORE such stuffs uh! i need to be reminded that karma is on accumulative basis. LOL.

:D:D

my hair is in a mess. i just suck at taking pictures. my head seems to be out of proportion.

bye people~

i've been lacking of sleep since holidays. no matter how hard i tried, i cant seem to be able to sleep for like 12 hours. everyday without fail, i''ll be up by 12. and now, *VROOMZ* holidays is coming to an end!

and starting from 20th of october, i officially hate tues and fri.

tues, my IS with strangers!

fri, my elective with monsters!

*stabs*

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yet another "navigation" blogskin.
argh, i seriously hate navigations but this layout is much more html friendly compare to other skins that i've short-listed.

last night was my cousin's wedding. finally a joyous event worth celebrating for. CONGRATS!
and i applaud for my cousin-in-law's eloquence. hah.





i've yet to edit the red eye flash thingy and the overly brightness due to the dim lighted atmosphere in the hall room.
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(like real, editing of my eyebags start now!)

i know i know, this photofunia thingy has been awhile since ages ago.







just photos with a few captions.

MY NIECE!!! :D:D:D:D:D

i seriously hate watching movies that are disaster-related!
and i swear this haeundae(or whatever the korean spelling) tsunami is damn nice.
i wasn't fidgeting okay?! just that i feel very cold so i need to sort of "move" about.

okay, the plot is nice as it shows how different victims are inter-related to each other.
it includes, kinship and relationship.

but van thinks that 3pm is not touching! I BEG TO DIFFER! 3pm part is damn touching okay, better than the uncle swept by a fucking signboard. like so wtf?

and i just just suddenly got an urge to blog, so now i'm half awake blogging like a sleepless retard.
and i cant even differentiate which key shows the 'f5' as my photobucket got some 'internet explorer cannot.. blah blah problem'.

i reckon no one can read what i'm trying to say but well, i'll do a better post(with picts) tmr! :D

toodles~

p/s: when it's 3pm, will u feel that it's too late to go out now but yet, you don't wna waste a day like this?

i'm not talking about myself tho i paused for a sec thinking that the description seems so familiar.
(well, this is just like out of nowhere)

today's outing with val to amk hub was like a wasted trip but going to novena was even a wasted trip.

*send a thousand flying kicks over to val*

and huishan screamed like a total retard when i didn pick up her calls for 15 times.
chey~ 15 missed calls only LOR! (and three for val :S)

and i had to be her slave to carry her laptop for the rest of the day. thank goodness your lappy is light! ^^

shopping with val = lower body paralysed (/ completely).

the scenario is like val zooming around and i had to follow her closely so huishan had to cling+grab the handle of my bag.

after which is,

tomyam+rice
shaved ice
-failed attempt of kuri pura- (hoorays!!)
omelette noodle

i thought i regard huishan as 'hungry' when she always goes out with me.
but val, i can only say that she is 'hungrier', very much in fact.



i'm now very lazy to upload photos.
btw, i'm talking about myself on my previous entry about the pimples and oil part.
please don assume and read too much into every single word i wrote. ty and last time i'm explaining. goodbye, you sucker!

*cover my eyes*

i got a scare when i saw enlarged pimples and blackheads. and OMGosh oily fringe!

i promised myself to update each post with at least a picture. but argh holidays are so boring.
and my fever came back full force yesterday night. i guess i need to arm myself with panadols tonight :S

and thanks lovell for asking! :D
at least you bother. ^^