my shoulders sank when huishan said,

[c=#0D0D0D][b]Huishan[/b][/c]?????? says:
tmr no schooooool~~~~~~~`

ARGH! school life is so mundane, not as if my life ever went beyond the word- mundane.
i just don't feel like waking up that early every morning but that damn clock just rings and warn me, " IT'S TIME TO GO SCHOOL YOU SUCKER!"

shower, choose clothes, make my hair and off i go to sch. always a tedious process

i hope i'm not having swine flu. cos i'm ill. very ill. i really don wish to go school tomorrow. especially when it's the ABT(i forgot the name of the lecturer) lessons! he is such a MF-er!
who actually will listen to his craps and shits. like please, 'i know people at the back are surfing the net'. is he crazy or what? isn't it obvious that we are surfing the net when our notebooks are on? what else can we be doing? MS-word your lectures into notes? DREAM ON MAN!
he needs to get a life.

huishan just reminded me how graceful my expression was in the photo took with vanecia.
i'm again, hurted.~

no pictures. no pictures. no pictures.
boring boring boring.
i shan't blog lest i got something to blog about!
and i meant, something i could post with PICTURES! and whether i'm in there is never the point.

i'm so stuck here!
there's a class test tomorrow and it's very likely that i absent myself. like seriously, i'm down with flu. bad one! i feel so weary now! can someone take over my place tmr? i'm so ill.
i hate japansese lessons! i really should just take up speaking with impact or something like business entrepreneur. at least i don't have to start from the basic alphabet!
i thought, i might like it? in the end, i don't. interest? NONE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!
ARGH~~

i'm starting to accept the fact that my hair looks shity.
and so far i've not been complaining about school.

" what do i want to get out of the school?"
to GET OUT of the school.

-from wildchild.

boring is just an understatement. i'm in retail management b'cos, i fucking cant do a simple math sum, how am i possible to survive in statistic? and ya, one of the reasons is bcos i like the word 'retail'.
the word 'project' makes me wna throw up.

i tried to amuse the indian guy beside me during the lecture, to no avail thou.

jap class was atrocious. i'm having a test on tuesday and i'm so totally lost in the maze of HIRAGANA chart.

rest of the modules are equally bad. the target of getting at least 3.5 in my GPA is drifting away..
*wave goodbye*

and my infection is back again. my eyes hurt like shit! so bloody red. with all the veins popping out! eye-mo don seems to have any effect. duh.
I'M IN A COMPLETE BAD MOOD!

so, i have to stay at home the whole day! fixed my own dinner! with limited groceries, i managed to whip up delicious dishes. so proud of myself.
first, pour about 1 litres of water in a frying pan
then, use a steamer and steam the buns(which my mum bought from the supermart)
adjust the fire and wait for it to be ready.

i know the steps are rather difficult. so please don try it at home lest you are not as experienced as me :)

oh.. i found old photos(mainly fugly ones) and phonebook. i think i'll trying calling some of my pri sch mates. hehheh.
omg. i found my WWF card! i got the collection of stone cold. i found my yo-yo and bay blade(spelling is wrong?)

brb/


i dono why it turns out like this. i just wanted to cam whore with it. but.. surprisingly TADA!

i'm loser then ):
i thought i can do better than this. hah. not anymore?

watched 252,signal of life last night with van.
something that you guys don't know. she cried her eyes out! haha.
so, i pretend to *sniff sniff* and i knew she would turn and check for tears on my cheeks.
she's so dumb. actually i did cry la! just a tear drop. rofl. just that we cried at different scene. that's why she didn know i cried. and please, i don't cry as if i had an asthma attack. urgh.





p/s: 'Because we're friends. Shouldn't we trust each other more?... ' after i saw this, i could feel the corners of my mouth pulled down.
p/s: i didn't meant to peep but ya, we shares the same blogger.

but i'm seriously so sick and tired of always being the one trying. maybe... i never will again. i will stand firm. maybe just like what fucker and van said, i always assume i'm right. i'm always in the state of I-NEVER-WILL-WRONG! but still, i'm tired.

let me just rant something out loud in my mind first.
okay.. many guys will think that angelina jolie is so uberly hot. but i think otherwise. so if angelina jolie happens to know that i think otherwise? does that means that she needs to find the highest commercial building and jump down? HELL NO! like as if she gives a damn on me leh.
it's like the same point what. so what if maybe that (disgusting fella) find that the 'ah lian' looks prettier. to each it's own what. if he is someone u fancy then maybe u are entitle to be sad la! but he is the type whereby u wouldn even give him a look, so why bother? seriously, and obviously i'm discussing something very impt with you(which u knew what is it) but yet you are so disturbed by that minor issue and even throw your tantrum infront of my presence. sometimes i'm like so fucking irritated by you lor! as in, if what i'm saying is wrong, then fucking correct me la! don just pretend to be a mute and pop out a "what la" suddenly. as in, what makes you think that my life in school is anywhere better then you? sometimes, i really don find a need to babysit you and always pacifer you even when you are in the wrong. if you think that what i said is totally wrong. well, then.. i've got nothing more to add.

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see, i totally lost the mood to blog.
went out with van
watched 252 life signal
home.

默默承受所有的悲伤，一个人躲在角落，你难道不会奢求一丁点希望吗?
当热泪从眼眶滑落到脸颊至到苍白的唇上，你才开始发现，‘哦，我受伤了。。。’
你又何尝没想过要独领风骚或是独占鳌头，只是焦点从来不属于你。
i dont care! 似乎只是你掩饰自己失望的一种方法吧。
爱你的人对你痴心不悔，你却为你爱的人甘心忍受伤悲。
你却还苦笑着说，‘总有一天他会。。。’
但是，你真的这么相信吗？
你们知道暗恋的感觉吗？只要能远远的看一眼，就很满足了。不是不想盼望，不是不想争取，只是回头一想，我。。。有机会吗？
每当夜晚，难道寂寞就不曾敲打你的心房？你不曾渴望有人能在你身旁？
顺利，从来不能形容你的情史。
出卖，伤心，背叛，你了如指掌。
你伤过人，也被人伤过。每当问其往事，你都不知该往哪儿笑着说起。。。
爱上一个人，有千万个理由。
但分手时，就只由一个， 那就是不再爱你了。
个性不合这种烂借口就请你收回吧。
你和他都曾为别的他伤心，唯独这一点衬。

本文章纯属个人题材，如有类同，并非抄袭。

oh, finally i can type in english. i spent 15 mins thinking of what to talk about. btw, this is for a friend of mine. you know who you are uh?! haha. i already tried to sound very touching but sadly, my passage don seems to be very sentimental.. ahha.
been a very long time since i write something in chinese. heh.
school starting tmr, dread~

i do. i seriously do. and i hate myself for being so vain.

i miss the past. my hair, my everything. D: and now, everything just have to start all over again!

after reading a walk to remember, i'm continuing with another book by sparks- THE GUARDIAN.
seems to be okay. let's just pray i'll read till the end of the page.



i was passing by kino that particular day and i had an impulse to buy a book named TRUE BLOOD.
i know it isn't the real name of the book, it's just a drama which the idea is taken from this book.
which i was lazy to even google the name.
it's about a girl who never date with any guy b'cos she seems to be able to read ones' mind.
there's only one boy she could never read. so just when she thought he was the right one, she discovered that he is actually a VAMPIRE!
okay, i know the vampire thingy is so outdated after many craze over the twilight series.
but i just feel like buying it! hah. i forgot the price though.

i'm so gna get it! don slam this book okay! cos i want to maintain this i-want-to-read status as long as possible! WISH ME LUCK peeps!

my sudden interest in books is back again.
and the clique are not that used to me holding a book around :S
i always jump pages. not when reading books by roald Bahl though. (i know, even primary school kids read something better)
i then gave xiuhui a message and asked her for any books to lend. so, she lent me two books by nicholas sparks. and one of it is walk to remember.
a barely 200 pages(excluding the prologue) is just enough for a book-hater like me.

it goes some thing like this...
"This is my story; I promise to left nothing out. First you will smile, and then you will cry-don't say you haven't been warned"

i did smile but i didn't cry. it was touching though.
"chey! surely is those love each other, then the girl got some illness then die right?"
that's what i told xiuhui initially.
the storyline is somewhat the same but written in a different way. more then just typical scene in korean drama (that huishan adores).

sorry for craps, i guess i'm seriously and deeply affected after reading it. tskk.

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yesterday was just a very simple get-together day for laytheng, huishan, xiuhui and me!
a simple but filling lunch in breeks cafe. the waiter didn't smile till the end of his day when he started to take off his apron D:
not as if we are so yearn for a smile from him but the way he behaves is so damn rude(to me).
huishan was terribly late and she's still as unreasonable as before (not that i expected any changes in her) and i cant see a bit of remorse in her eyes. she's still happily racing to fareast. by the way, she's lost in taka, and we assume that she don't fucking know what is the difference between a basement and the level 1.
so, as forced, we went to fareast. and i believed god must have heard my prayers! her love love is not working yesterday!
*three cheers and three cheers and th...*


'a slice of my life'- i think that's the signboard for the dessert shop.

after which, we went to paragon.

yes, i know i look fugly here.


fyi, he didn't pay for the ride okay! he took a free ride as it happens to have an extra seat!
ARGH~


the empty space beside me was meant for lays :S








huishan asked me to send her the photos when practically she wasn't facing the camera most of the time.


TOODLES, PEOPLE! sadly, no group shot!

Jennifer Aniston said:
'Who ever said that every relationship has to last forever? That's hoping for too much. I think every relationship is a world unto itself.'

i fucking woke up at around 10.50 this morning! when i was still under the terror of the terrible nightmare i had last night. (i got poisoned and i'm dead :S)

huishan called and tell me that she ran away from home. that implusive brat!
and me, the unlucky brat became the first who picked up her calls! ARGH~
she told me how pitiful she were. and how she cried till her eyes gone swollen.
so off i went to jp anxiously, without even changing out of my pyjamas u know! i just took my jacket and a cap. and i cant imagine i left home without bathing. so gross.

upon reaching she's giving me the smirk face! feel like slapping the oblivious out of her! BOO~
bought some groceries from supermart and off we went to my house!
and she was lying on my bed, hugging my pillow! and now, i have to sterilise them all! -sobs-

she then ransacked my closet and changed into my clothes! my scarf! i think i need to bid farewell to them like forever?! -sob sob-

and and! she stood infront of my mirror! i didn even had a chance to see how i look and i just went out of the house like that!! GGRRRRRRR...

-full of regrets-

we went fareast and only fareast, cos she saw an uberly cute looking guy. and she's like.. crazy la! she's like..
"his eyes, OMG!!"
"he looked at me!!"
"he asked whether are we from taiwan"

-.- seriously, i told her that people are just being very polite by saying something nicer then cheena. so, don't let your incredible imagination run wild.

but in my opinon(which obviously she's not heeding), i think he is abit hard to get, though he seems to be quite good at fraternizing. and i think he don lack of women, lots of girls will probably swarm towards him like bees.

finally, i'm done with ranting! my brother is so sweet! he is cooking mee for me VOLUNTEERILY okay! haha. cos i'm like starving and he knows i'm taking care of my friend so dearily that i skipped my meals YA KNOW!
and HUISHAN u better treat me better hor! before i ignore your calls if such situation occurs again!

p/s: the way u said I LOVE YOU gave me goosebumps :S

i went to meet lovell for dinner! and to take the IPHONE cover from her!
CHIO-NESS to max!!!!


i didn't know she throw in such a beautiful box along! :D









no flash!




the rainbow and the pink crystal are swarovski crystal. damn chio and shiny! but not for me, for my sis. hope that she will like it. HAHA.
this is definitely one of the ways to make your Iphone an unique one.
(for the girlies though)

not only that, she gave me a hand-made pen (the craves, i meant) which she bought from BALI.








DAMN NICE! i shall classify it as one of my top list pens! haha.

i'm very spastic.






i know that i'm beyond spastic. but please save your comments to yourself. i don bloody need it!

toodles. XOXO!

life is so mundane, so much so that it cant speak a tale.
i wish to blog something more colourful? something more interesting?
sorry, just another boring one.

spent my weekends working for essential, a roadshow job by M1. and no, i just pump balloons. and seriously i'm so glad that i'm only pumping balloons. i'm not being a sour grapes here but see, those who gave out flyers need to carry a big M1 board and advertise. that's so.... :/
heh. somemore, you need to face kids who love ballons like crazy. and i hate kids. i can grin as wide as possible but deep inside i'm swearing like hell.

now i'm back as lackadaisical fella! -groans-
i really don want to sleep at least 18 hours per day like what huishan does everyday! D:
talking about lazy, let me share with you guys a movie- FRITT VILT II (2008)
please don watch it online and not to even buy the DVD.
allow me to add some comments uh,

(skip this if you hate rubbish)
this show is like a total failure. i heard that the director is marvellous but look the script sucks and the cast sucks! the language (Norwegian) sucks my THUMB!
firstly, the movie took place in a hospital and you know what? there's only 1 doctor and 2 nurses in sucha big hospital, what a hospital uh.
and there's only 3 patient inclusive of the leading cast. WOW! the people in town definitely don't fall sick easily, don't they? no cancer, no aids, no whatever!
next, 3 police(armed) went in for investigation, 1 stayed outside as some kind of "reinforcement"
just when the one staying outside seems to have lost contact with the 3 souls inside. and let's pretend the police academy never taught him to call for reinforcement if such situtation occurs. he could have run for his life what. he didn't and instead, he brought 2 chicks inside! is he dumb or what?! even a rookie knows what to do!
lastly, the ending sucks to the entent whereby if i would have type it out it can be ENDLESS!
(i know this is boring)